Cellar Door

'Orite??


If ANYBODY (!) remembers me...                   WOW!

But if you're interested I've moved...
www.lucysaysrawhh.piczo.com

It is good to be home XD


xxx   RAWH!

Dear Abigail Ellen Sykes (Formally known as Sykesy)...




You know, it occured to me the other day,

I have no best friend any more.




That scared me a little, but I'm oh so thankful to you for waking me the fuck up XD



It's been about a month now,
Why am I not over it!?
>br>
The thing is, it seems to be getting worse...


Before, I just felt anger,
But now, now I'm getting my self all sad about it, but the thing is, it isn't that mine and hers friendship is over that saddens me,

It's that everyting has changed so much from what it was about a year ago...




But THANKYOU!



And when I say I have no best friend any more, please don't get me wrong.
I mean You and Sarah mean the world for me, It's just that,

Well, Danii was some  one that about only 4 months ago, I would of gladly killed my self for if she was no longer in my life...


I love you and Sarah so frigging much!!



But Ell's back in the room from his shower now, so I'll leave now...


xxxx


ILY!

xxx Rawhh! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

P.s...


Sample pictures from Ell's laptop any one XD


xxxx

Dear Piczo-er...




I'M SO SORRY!!  :(



I have highly shitty internet and it's gone all shitty on me *saaadddd faaacccee*






So any way, I've hijacked Ell's laptop for a little bit, so I'm afraid that any blogs posted today may just be the only ones for a little way :(




Any way...


ENJOY   XD







xxx Rawhh! xxxx

p.s...




As I'm on Ell's laptop, I have no photo's of me...




So please,
do enjoy all this wonderful random shit that I find on his laptop (que evil laughing  XD)




Above is Ell in his room., modelling his lovely cobra starship t-shirt


( I just bet he's going to love me for this XD)
xxx









ILY!!


xxxxxx

Dear Elliot John Brady...




This, I know will be my hardest blog so far, because I know you will most likely read it...
xxxx



But I've been thinking back to this night a lot recently, so I think I'll do it any way XD xxx

xxx

How strange is it, that 2 months, 1 week, and 2 days ago, we kissed for the very first time...




You were my first kiss...



I remember, we were watching family guy...

And It was the episode "Lois kills Stewie"...

And Ben had just left...

And honestly...

I didn't have a clue what to do :')

I didn't know what to think, or what to say, or how to act...

And I didn't know what I should do afterwards,

When I left your house...



My head was every where...





And I was so scraed the next day...

Because I didn't know if you liked me or not.

I didn't know if you only did it because the opportunity had arisen...

Danii was no support...
I remember she said... "Ohhhhhhh!..." and when I asked her why she had said that, she said... " Well, when we were at his house watching watchmen, I thought he was flirting with me, but I was wrong, and it was YOU he liked..."



That comment really made me like 0.0



And Sykes was like "Why?! I didn't even know you spoke to him..."
But still supportive... xxx



And then, a couple of days later, I realised I really bloody loved you...

I love you so much!!



And it seems to keep growing...

These little wings keep beating the sides of my gut, and it hurts, like some one's cut a hole in my chest, when you're not there...

I love you so much!! Xxx

X This week is going to completely suck ass without you there… xx
xxx

^  We have to go there some day :3    xxx

<3






XXXXXXX Rawhh! XXXX

^^ Peado pig in the back ground there :')





Dear Las Vegas,



I have never, EVER wanted to visit you.



Even when you're all dressed up and glamourised to be pranced around in movies, I could only see the ugly side of you...



The putrid smells of bleach, and spilt champagne, and vomit, and sweat, and onion rings, and smoke.

The burning sounds of thunderous cars, smashing casino's and illegal sex.

The taste of vomit, the after taste of some form of sickl alchohol such as advocart.

The feel of crushing bodies, and stuffy tuxedo's made to give off false impressions.

I see those tear stains on the carpets as people wake up with drunken mistakes sprawled out next to them, and people's sad faces because they've blown everything away, all on false impressions.



I hate the dessert.

I hate shopping when it is completly over rated.



We were never meant to be.



But then I saw this picture of you, and my stomache tightened.

I seemed to miss you,

Even though I've never met you...

All these glorious smells and feelings popped into my head.

I could feel the blistering heat, and the cool breeze off the rushing cars.

And I could smell the food, and the sweatm and the money that's been held onto palms for hours on end.

I imgined this glorious world, just with down sides...





I guess I felt home sick.



I felt exactly as I do when I think of the summer.
When I think of what's passed...





Minor problem,

I've never VISITED YOU!!



I'm a creap, I know.

But this one single image, has made me want to meet you so bad...



I want to meet you vegas...



xxx Rawhh! xx